Spacy and Half Lost in My Mind

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Got up, did my Glow Getter routine and my vlog.

Headed into the office—even though I don’t normally work Sundays. I had to cancel earlier this week, so I rescheduled a HeadSpa treatment.

The client I did the HeadSpa on today—this was her second session—and her hair growth is amazing. Her nervous system is settling quicker too. It’s actually really cool to watch happen in real time.

Then a new special needs kiddo really needed to get in today—this was their first visit. I’m excited to see what progression we can make. I have a feeling this kiddo is going to adapt to my touch really well.

Each one is so unique and different in their own way. And I always feel so honored when someone who is more sensitive allows someone like me to work with them and be there with them in that space.

Then another client texted me—they had gotten into a fender bender and really needed a massage—so I fit them in too.

One of those days where it just… keeps unfolding.

Then I came home and opened my letter from the IRS—my business name has officially been changed. If you’ve been following along, you know I’ve been battling that since December. That letter? It feels like gold right now.

Lately I’ve been building stronger bonds—with clients, with people in the community. And it’s wild what happens when you work through your own weird shit and stop hiding from it. When you’re just honest about it. Things shift.

I went home, changed quick, and went to dinner with my “brother from another mother.” We try to get together a couple times a month—once for dinner, once for hiking if we can. Our schedules don’t always line up, so when it does, it’s always a good reset.

While we were at dinner, the waitress and I ended up talking about my Weird Shit Blog. And I caught myself again—just naturally talking about what I do.

It’s getting easier.

I notice I do it at least once a day now when I’m out somewhere. Not that I’m out every single day, but when I am, it just kind of happens.

Came home and decided it was time to write this.

It’s just been a spacey day. Like I’m here… but also kind of floating somewhere else.

There’s a lot moving through my head right now and I can feel the tears just sitting there waiting. The last release I had was with my mom on the phone just over a month ago. This release that’s waiting to come out that hasn’t yet is about the woman I see when I look in the mirror and the relationships I’ve been building around that woman. It’s absolutely incredible.

Not really sure what the rest of my night looks like. Honestly, I’ve been getting tired around 7:30 all week—which is really early for me—so we’ll see.

Before I go—tonight’s two things I use at home: my vibration plate (aka my jiggle machine) and my knee pillow for sleep. Both help my body settle in different ways, especially on days like today.

If your nervous system needs a place to exhale, I offer trauma-informed massage, head spa treatments, and advanced skincare at 888 Spa MN—where real life and real healing meet.