The Leashes, The Leg, and The Loop

If you would’ve asked me at 5:30 this morning how my day was gonna go, you probably would’ve gotten a tired grunt and a handful of dog fur thrown at you 😂

The day started with Parker deciding my son was no longer acceptable and that I personally needed to get up and take him potty. By the time my alarm actually went off, this dog was standing millimeters from my face with his leash hanging out of his mouth like a psychopath. I swear he runs this house.

I got up, did my Glow routine, filmed my vlog, and today was NAD injection day. Then I headed into the office already answering a shit ton of texts before my day had even fully started.

And apparently today’s side quest was the laundry machine at work deciding to completely lock me out of the app so I couldn’t even pay to do laundry. Because why would anything ever just work normally? 😂

But honestly, the whole mood of the day changed after my first client.

She has had a spot on her left leg we’ve been working on for two and a half years. TWO AND A HALF YEARS. Today it finally released.

And when I say released… I mean fully released. It was the coolest fricking thing ever.

Moments like that are hard to explain unless you do this kind of work. When someone trusts you with their body consistently for years, you start understanding things on a completely different level. You learn their nervous system. You learn their patterns. You learn how their body talks.

We already got her next microneedling and massage booked before she even left and honestly I’m still riding the high from that session.

The rest of the day honestly just filled my tank back up.

I had one of my soul-momma clients in and we spent half the appointment catching up on life while I loved on her a little bit. Then I rolled into an advanced facial with some kick-ass extractions because listen… there is just something deeply satisfying about extractions and I don’t even care 😂

Then I ended my night with a 90-minute massage for one of my regulars that I’ve completely bonded with over time. She comes in every two weeks like clockwork and sessions like that don’t even feel like “work” anymore.

Now I’m home shoving ramen and pizza into my face trying not to loop over life.

And honestly, I think I’m finally realizing the looping isn’t always a bad thing. Sometimes it’s my brain trying to process everything happening behind the scenes in my real private life. The healing. The changes. The growth. The stuff I don’t always talk about out loud.

As exhausting as it can be sometimes, it’s also what fuels me.

It’s what keeps pushing me forward. It’s what deepens the work I do. It’s what keeps changing me into someone I barely recognize in the best possible way.

Because between broken laundry apps, crazy dogs, injections, bodywork breakthroughs, and all the weird shit life throws at me… there are these moments where you realize you’re actually becoming the person you fought like hell to be.

And somehow that makes the 5:30 AM wake-up calls worth it.

If your nervous system needs a place to exhale, I offer trauma-informed massage, head spa treatments, and advanced skincare at 888 Spa MN—where real life and real healing meet.