🛸 Thunder, Floods, and the Audacity of the “Solo” DM

High strangeness, nervous system overload, and people popping up seven years too late

I’m gonna start with the part that actually happened right before I woke up—because that matters.

Right before 7AM, I had one of those hyper-specific dreams about a client. Not random, not fuzzy—clear enough that it sticks with you. The kind where you wake up and immediately know… yeah, I’m probably gonna have to check on her later.

My phone is vibrating—texts coming in from my girlfriend about her micro-needling progress on her scars.

So I grab my phone and start texting her back—literally talking about healing skin, repairing damage, all that—while my own brain is clearly working through some shit in the background.

And then I made the mistake of laying back down.

🌩️ The Nap That Wasn’t a Nap

I fell back asleep to thunder and lightning—loud, the kind that shakes the house a little.

So now we’ve got storm energy rolling, nervous system already activated, and I drop straight back into a dream—but this one was chaos.

🌊 The Second Dream

I’m in my house…

And suddenly it’s full of random college kids, like my place just turned into a full-blown frat party out of nowhere.

My son and his friend are sitting there, clearly uncomfortable, and I’m trying to get these kids out—telling them to leave, nobody’s listening, I’m calling the cops.

And then, because apparently that wasn’t enough, my dishwasher decides to flood the whole house.

Water everywhere.

And that’s when I woke up.

Cool. Love that for me.

Is this not the craziest dream ever? Because clearly the flood is trying to tell me something.

🧠 The Reality Check

So I wake up like… alright.

Clearly there’s a message there. What the hell was that.

Because that wasn’t just random.

Two dreams within two hours, vivid, and I remember both of them? Yeah… there’s clearly something there.

✨ The Reset

I did my Glow Getter routine—and thank God it’s my favorite day of the week because it was NAD+ day too.

Hit record and got my vlog done while doing my morning reset.

🧴 The Office Flow (with a side of “what the hell?”)

First client…

She’s been to my new place multiple times, but for some reason today she couldn’t find it.

I’m like… alright, I see how this day is gonna go. We’re just gonna keep rolling with it, because somehow we’re gonna shift it.

Then the second client—oh shit.

We discover we’re both Leos, and let’s just take a second here… year of the horse—fire, new moon in Aries—fire, two Leos—fire and more fire.

Like at that point you already know—this session is about to be amazing, magnetic, shit’s just gonna happen.

And it did.

📱 And Then… The Woodwork Opens

My phone starts blowing up, appointments coming in from multiple people—like… is this my real life? This is amazing, I love this for me.

That excited energy must’ve done some kind of trickle effect with all the fire shit going on, because then the DMs start lighting up from all different social media platforms asking me if I’m out here riding solo or if I’m still solo.

Like… excuse me, sirs, where is this coming from?

And some of these messages are from dudes from 20 years ago—like high school, like seriously guys, I’m pretty sure you’ve had multiple opportunities by now.

It’s been 7 1/2 years since my fiancé passed away. It’s not my choice that I’m still out here riding solo—but my standards are different.

I’m running multiple businesses and raising my autistic son.

While all of this is super flattering, there’s still just one person on my mind that I’d love nothing more than to hear from.

But it’s clear to me they’re hiding in a shell.

Maybe it’s because my light is too bright—or I’ve become too confusing.

I’m not the same girl I used to be.

I’m a sovereign woman now.

👓 The Full Circle Moment

So after all that, I get a message that my new contacts are in—thank God, because I literally have one day left.

I come home and tell my son I’m gonna run and grab them, and he goes, “Oh good, my glasses are in too.”

I’m like, perfect—we’ve got five minutes, let’s go. You’ve been asking for Punch Pizza, we’ll stop and grab that after.

🖤 The Close

I’m laying here now and everything’s quiet again.

But the message is loud.

Some things had to flood out. Some things had to show themselves. Some people had to reappear just to remind me why they don’t belong anymore.

And some people… showed me exactly where they stand by staying silent.

I’m dropping this blog early so I can start preparing for the Reiki attunements I’m doing in June.

It’s a new moon. It’s perfect energy to start the process.

But at the end of the day?

I can see it all a lot clearer now.

And honestly… that’s enough.

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